Jehovah Tsidkenu


After not painting for a month, I opened my Bible, hoping to hear from God and be inspired. The first scripture that I read was Isaiah 11:1,
“There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots shall bear fruit. ” (written between 740 and 701 BC). Then, I carelessly flipped through my Bible and I was drawn to Jeremiah 23:5-6, “Behold, the days are coming, declares the Lord, when I will raise up for David a righteous Branch, and he shall reign as king and deal wisely, and shall execute justice and righteousness in the land… And this is the name by which he will be called: ‘The Lord is our righteousness.’  (written between 626 and 587 BC)
Two similar passages by two prophets. I meditated on it and decided to paint it. The title is Hebrew translation for ‘The Lord is our righteousness.’ The Lord is our righteousness. Not the good works we do, charitable donations we make, religious rituals, fasting, or keeping special days. God says that the Lord is our righteousness. Who is this Lord? This Lord is a shoot from the stump of Jesse (King David’s father). This Lord is a branch of David. David is the most important king of Isreal, who ruled over ancient Isreal from 1010 B.C. to 970 B.C. Even though Isreal would be captured by the Assyrians and Babylonians around 500 BC, God  promised to raise the Messiah from the leniage of King David. The Messiah wouldn’t come like a lion but as a small shoot from a dead tree. This Messiah will be our Lord. Lord means master, king. This King will rule righteously. He Himself will be our righteousness. Jesus was born in the lineage of David, 1000 years after King David’s reign. In Him, we become righteous. We receive His righteousness through faith. Grace is poured out through the Messiah crucified on the cross, making us righteous in God’s eyes.
This concept of righteousness is often difficult to accept, but God, through his different prophets throughout history, passed on this same message to us. Receive it. Live in freedom. Despite our past failures and flaws, the Lord is our righteousness. Jehovah Tsidkenu.

Who, What, Why?

Being a woman of Indian origin, I have had many people ask me or imply to me of why I worship a Western god. I have heard some of my Indian friends say that Jesus is a Western god and Indians should worship Indian gods. Having immigrated to a Western country, it sometimes seems to attest more to a divided loyalty to my homeland, India.

I’ve known Jesus all my life. I can say that I was thrust into His arms from the time I was born. But that doesn’t take away from the fact that I have searched all my life for truths about my identity. My identity as a woman, a human, an Indian, an immigrant, a believer, a religious minority. I’m a thinker, I think a lot and I cannot blindly take accusations nor justifications. I cannot simply follow what I’m told to do.

Jesus, who is He? Why does He matter to me? Why do I follow a “western god”? I have pondered these questions from the time I could reason and think for myself.

Some things that I am able to accept and live with are:

  • Jesus is NOT a Western God. He is Middle Eastern. But if He had been Western, or Indian, I would have still worshipped Him because of who He is.
  • God is not specific to a geographic location. God cannot be restricted by geographical boundaries. To restrict God to a specific location/culture or language is counter intuitive to me. God is above all things, even nationality.
  • Culture, patriotism and faith are all different things and shouldn’t be mixed up, ever. Mixing these up has led to tragic results in the history. We cannot continue to make the same mistakes again.
  • I’m an Indian and I love the many cultural aspects of India. India gave me my roots, my childhood, my education and so many beautiful things in the past and present. I am forever grateful for that.
  • I’m  an immigrant to the United States of America, and I love this country for how they have welcomed us and showed us hospitality. Day after day, I encounter many American friends and colleagues who treat me with love and dignity. America has given me opportunities that I could have only dreamed of, and for that, I’m grateful.
  • I am a Christian, a follower of Christ, who worships Jesus, a Middle Eastern man who spoke the Aramaic language, but was God incarnate in flesh.
  • My citizenship, as a follower of Christ is not of this world but with Him. Truly, we are all passers by, travellers in this life. Wherever God calls us to live, we live and live to His glory. My passport doesn’t determine my ultimate identity. God does.

Why am I blogging this? Well, I happened to see this YouTube video today, and it somehow resonated with me. It triggered a lot of those old questions again. Isaiah 53 isn’t taught in synagogues, apparently, because it’s a prophecy about the Messiah(the Christ). I follow the Messaih that even Jewish people often reject. It is kind of scandalous, don’t you think? But should that stop me? I think I follow Him because it makes the most sense to me. The prophecies in the forbidden chapter and more, archeological records, history, divine supernatural encounters, my personal experience of God, and His goodness, they all add up. Time and time again, I am amazed. There is a wow factor, every. single. time.

Sorry about the long post but I was awestruck once again! Wowed to be exact. 😆🤯

It’s an interesting video. Check it out.

Faith and Truth

I have been pondering about several things and this morning, while having a conversation with God, two words stuck out to me – FAITH and TRUTH.

I have observed that often, we tend to treat these two things as mutually exclusive. When it comes to faith, we often think we have to blindly believe whatever is taught to us by spiritual VIPs or our ancestors, and no questions should ever be asked. We often equate faith with believing in myths and mythologies passed on to us through others. We know truth is important, and truth has a place in the science lab but not in faith. We are afraid to test our faith and seek answers so we settle for faith that is easy, fairytale like, and blindly believe.
I have observed that there are two kinds of people, people who frown at the thought that faith =blind belief. Another group of people that think faith = blind belief is noble and needs to be encouraged. Questioning and asking questions is seen as blasphemous or arrogant.

During my conversation with God this morning , I realized there is another position, a position where faith and truth coexist. We do not discuss this position often. and tend to lean to the extremes. But it is imperative that we consider this position because this is the position of the Divine. God is truth, in Him, there is no lie, darkness, or shadow. Thus, faith in the Divine can not be mindless or blind. Faith can not be simply believing in something simply because that’s what we have been taught or used to. Faith should meet with the truth. Faith can not be the absence or ignorance of truth. Faith without truth is misplaced trust. Faith must be balanced with truth for truth is what brings freedom and faith is what makes us righteous, bringing us into a right standing with the Divine. Who we trust and what we believe in is of paramount importance. Without it, we will be blind, or worse, blind guides leading the blind.

My prayer is for God to illuminate our blindness, to open our eyes to the realities of God’s justice, God’s righteousness, God’s absolute Holiness, God’s glory, God’s power, God’s wisdom, God’s goodness, God’s light and God’s immeasurable compassion and grace.

#truth #faith #doodle

Taste and See

Taste and See Original Acrylic Painting by Suki Joseph Premnath

This is an original acrylic painting that I painted recently ( June,2024)

Honey is sweet. There is nothing naturally sweeter than that.
Honey, to me, symbolizes God’s presence and his sweetness. His presence is gentle, sweet, and life-giving.

Honey has healing properties.
When my kids were little and when they had seasonal allergies,one of the local farmers in Iowa recommended that I give them honey local to the area to improve their immunity to local allergens. The Lord, like honey, brings healing and health. He heals broken hearts and unspoken wounds. He heals diseases and revives our soul.

Honey is a symbol of prosperity. A country that has overflowing of honey has agricultural wealth. Back in the Old Testament times, the Lord said that He would lead his people to a land flowing with milk and honey. Likewise, a person who spends time in the Lord’s presence will experience spiritual prosperity, abundant life, and rest. Their soul will find satisfaction because God will be their wealth.

Here is a sweet invitation, come, taste, and see that the Lord is good. Experiences the fullness of joy and life in Him.

Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him. Psalms 34:8

But he would feed you with the finest of the wheat, and with honey from the rock, I would satisfy you.” Psalm 81:16 ESV‬

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalms 147:3

Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people. Matthew 4:23

The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life. John 10:10

See

For months, I had been reflecting on this scripture, even written it on a note card placed on my desk as a constant reminder. Interestingly, eyes have also been a recurring theme in my recent paintings. The scripture reads, “having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints” (Ephesians 1:18).

During the Easter Live Art event at Hope Church, the sermon’s theme was “Ultimate Hero.” I asked my painting partner, my 7-year-old son, for his thoughts on what we should paint to relate to the sermon title. He suggested, “We should paint Jesus healing the blind beggar Bartimaeus. I think that shows Jesus’ power.” This instantly reminded me of Ephesians 1:18, and we decided to paint that. Our hearts have a spiritual eye that needs to be enlightened to fully understand the hope we’ve been called to and the richness of our inheritance.

Jesus spoke about eyes in Matthew 6:22-23, saying, “The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light, but if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light in you is darkness, how great is the darkness!” It’s striking to realize that we can be blind to the light and mistake darkness for light. This is the default human condition since sin entered the world, resulting in utter darkness. However, God can enlighten that darkness. If He could heal a man born blind, He can also heal the blindness of our hearts. Jesus is the ultimate hero, opening blind eyes and blind hearts, bringing light into darkness. As the hymn goes, “I once was blind, now I can see.”

This original painting is available in my shop. Purchase this original painting here.

Temple Priests and Rituals


I am currently reading the book of Leviticus in the Bible. It isn’t an easy book to read because this book talks all about the duties of the temple priests and rituals. In the Bible, this is the third book of the Old Testament,and it’s the book of the laws and rituals for atonement, purification, & cleansing. It can get overwhelming and boring to read. Rules, rules, and more rules. But as I have been pushing through to complete this book, I am filled with gratitude and appreciation for what Jesus did!

One thing I see in this book is how HOLY God is. You can not approach Him casually without atonement. Another thing I see is His desire to dwell among us, to be in our midst, despite our unholiness. There are constant reminders of both these aspects in this book.


Something that struck me this morning was how blood was required in all rituals.  There is no ritual in the book of Leviticus without the shedding of the blood of animals. Blood makes atonement, cleanses,and purifies. Jesus’ death made eternal atonement for everything and everyone, fulfilling the requirements of the rituals. He shed His innocent blood, once and for all, to cleanse us from all impurity of sin and death. That also means, since we are already atoned for, we no longer gain access to God through endless rituals and observation of laws. How do we know this? The author of Hebrews, another book in the Bible but in the New Testament, writes this:

But when Christ appeared as a high priest of the good things that have come, then through the greater and more perfect tent (not made with hands, that is, not of this creation)  he entered once for all into the holy places, not by means of the blood of goats and calves but by means of his own blood, thus securing an eternal redemption. For if the blood of goats and bulls, and the sprinkling of defiled persons with the ashes of a heifer, sanctify for the purification of the flesh, how much more will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without blemish to God, purify our conscience from dead works to serve the living God. Hebrews 9:11-14 ESV‬

The book of Leviticus gives me a deeper appreciation for what I have received in Christ – grace  This is grace is for everyone. We receive it through faith in Him. Praise God that longer have to take goats and calves for atonement. Jesus, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world, is enough.


This painting is titled Crimson and represents the body and blood of Jesus.

It is Finished!

Today is Ash Wednesday, and it marks the beginning of Lent. This morning, I was reading through the Bible and accidentally (was it?) came across the passage in Leviticus.

All the rest of the bull—he shall carry outside the camp to a clean place, to the ash heap, and shall burn it up on a fire of wood. On the ash heap, it shall be burned up. Leviticus 4:11-12

This passage talks about the rituals for when a priest or when the whole congregation of Isreal sins against God unintentionally and realizes they have sinned. For atonement, the priest will have to sacrifice a bull for himself or for the congregation, carry the blood of the sacrifice to the incense altar in the Holy Place and sprinkle the blood before the Veil before Most Holy Place. He would then mark the gold incense altar with the blood from the sacrifice. He would then make a burnt offering at the brass altar outside the entrance of the tent of the meeting. After all these rituals for atonement were complete, he would carry the carcasses of the sacrifice and burn it on an ash heap outside the camp. Such a lengthy ritual for atonement for sin?

One commentary reads, “After this, the carcass was burnt outside the camp. When people saw this being done, they knew that the ritual was over: sin had been judged, and fellowship with God was restored.

When Jesus died and shed his blood, he made atonement for us. Atonement for our sins is complete, done, finished. Sin has been judged, and fellowship with God is restored. So this Ash Wednesday, as you are reminded of your “unintentional” or intentional sins, remember also that Jesus has already made atonement for your sins. Your relationship with God is restored. You belong to Him. This is God’s love for you! This is good news! Really good news!! Happy Valentines Day and a thoughtful Ash Wednesday.

Ash Wednesday

The Wind

I am typing this as we are nearing the end of our 2000-mile road trip to Ohio and Niagara. We are driving into Iowa now. Iowa has been our home for the past 11 years. One thing you can’t miss while entering into this state is wind turbines scattered across either side of the interstate. Corn fields as far as the eyes can see and wind turbines silently doing their their job, producing clean energy.

Wind Turbines, Iowa by Sukirtha Joseph

A wind turbine moves to the lightest breeze. It might look like there is no wind, but these wind turbines are proof that there is movement in the air. While mindlessly watching these turbines, I was reminded of Jesus’s conversation with Nicodemus.

Jesus replied, “I assure you, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives birth to spiritual life. So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it wants. Just as you can hear the wind but can’t tell where it comes from or where it is going, so you can’t explain how people are born of the Spirit.” John 3:5-8

In my walk with Jesus, the one thing I am constantly reminded of is that the Spirit of God moves in unimaginable ways. Just when we think we know the way, there is a better but often unexpected way in which God moves. The other thing that I know is that the Spirit of God is always on the move. We may not always see Him, but there is plenty of evidence around us of His movement.

Salvation is of the Spirit of God. You can not accelerate it. You can not slow it down. You can not manufacture it, you can not force it. You can not control it because it is like the wind. But when the wind moves, you will experience it. You will see the blades move and experience the result of the movement – clean energy that can help light the whole city.

In Jesus’ Name

This painting has the name of Jesus written in 61 languages. If you see a mistake in your language, please reach out. If I have missed adding your language, please let me know, and I am happy to add it in. Now, a bit about the painting – read on if you are curious about why I painted this.

You might not necessarily believe in the Biblical account of how languages came to be but stick with me to understand the story behind this painting. In Genesis 11, we see mankind desiring to be like God (once again) and building a tower to test their limits. God, unpleased with their pride, brings confusion by introducing several languages. With several languages, they could no longer communicate, and the tower was never finished. Today, we still see the repercussions of this confusion. According to Google (I used Google a lot for this painting), more than 7100 languages exist today, and to this day, we can not communicate seamlessly. And to make it worse, we somehow believe our language is superior to the next.

The story of Babel is a stark reminder of the broken world (because of sin) and how God intervened at various times to temporarily prevent further damage. But the confusion at Babel didn’t make the world better, or did it? The diversity in languages both adds beauty and confusion to the world. Doesn’t it? Are the various languages God’s angry response to human pride?

The answer lies in the various passages in the Bible, but I would like to point to just two instances. After Jesus ascended after His resurrection, the Holy Spirit (Spirit of God) came upon the disciples and filled them with the ability to speak in tongues (Tongues? What does that mean?). The disciples began to speak in languages that they were not used to speaking in. The guests visiting from other countries were able to understand these new languages that the disciples were now speaking in. The foreign guests could now understand what the disciples were speaking (for a brief time), and the good news of Jesus was now understandable to these foreigners. God was unifying these people through the use of different languages.

Fast forward to the final book in the Bible, and we see a beautiful picture of what is to come – God’s grand finale. We see that before God’s throne, in the new heaven and new earth, is a huge gathering of people – people from every nation, tribe and language. God did not eliminate all these languages and races and make them into one. Instead, He unifies them through His sacrificial love.

In God’s Kingdom, even the things that divide us can be redeemed to unite us. With God, all things are possible. And on that note, may we find reasons to unite instead of divide, for Jesus died for each and every nation, tribe and language. Every drop of red paint on my painting represents the shedding of His blood for the people of every nation, tribe and language. His precious blood doesn’t divide. It unites in Jesus’ name! Can we unite, too?

Aren’t all these who are speaking Galileans? Then how is it that each of us hears them in our native language? Acts 2:7

After this I looked, and behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm branches in their hands. Revelation 7:9

Intimacy With God

Getting to know God personally is  the most fulfilling thing you will ever have in your life. It’s often difficult to grasp because we wonder if we can ever know God personally.

My journey to experience God more personally probably began in my late middle school / high school years. I can’t point to a specific date, but I know it was around that time I started wanting to understand more and learn more about my Creator. I remember binge watching a TV channel that was dedicated to God centered music and programs. I also remember finding different strategies to read the Bible and pray. I was never too consistent, but there was this deep desire in me to know God, to understand Him and follow Him, no matter the cost.

In my college days, I remember wanting to attend a 3 night pentecostal prayer meeting hosted by a traveling pastor in a nearby church. My parents knew him personally, and by his words and actions, we knew God was working through him. I wanted so much to be like him, to have such a close relationship with God, and to exercise  supernatural gifts with humility. I attended all three nights of prayer.

When kids my age would have opted to stay away from this kind of church service, I willingly went in and stayed diligent on all three nights. These services went on for 3 to 4 hours each night, and each night, I would see people worshipping God out loud, speaking in tongues, getting healed, and I stood there with nothing. I could not sense the Holy Spirit moving or experiencing any change in how I perceived God. I did not speak in tongues or feel goosebumps or have a warm fuzzy feeling or see a great light . I stood there – still like a rock.

I was a bit disappointed that I had spent 3 nights  wanting more of Him, and yet there was nothing. I went home discouraged but not hopeless. I continued asking God for a supernatural encounter, but nothing supernatural happened. But, my desire for Him never changed. I still prayed and read the Bible and listened to sound teachings while using discernment and referring to the Bible to verify what I was learning. I continued to grow slowly in my faith. That was grace!

Today, I talk about dreams, visions, and prophecies. How did that come to be? I don’t know.  There were no big signs. There was no speaking in tongues. Looking back, I realize that God in His faithfulness helped me draw closer to Him. His desire is always to help us know Him more intimately. I haven’t perfected the art of understanding God’s heart. His love is deep, and mystery is in his very nature. The closer I get, the more I understand. He continues to take me deeper into His presence one day at a time. Sometimes, He reveals unsearchable things, and sometimes, His presence is silence.

It doesn’t matter how God reveals His heart to you, be it through dramatic encounters or through His silent presence, receive it by faith. Trust in His goodness to lead you closer to Him as you live a life of complete surrender, seeking and desiring to know Him as your highest priority. It may sound like a cliché but read your Bible and pray.  Don’t just listen to what others teach you, but ask the Spirit of God for discernment and for Him to teach you.

God loves you and will lead you. Jesus promised that His sheep will know His voice. You are His sheep, He is the Good Shepherd. He will make Himself known to you. There will come a day when you will know His voice clearly, keep asking and listening.